the bakah day

the bakah day

things are going on as usual today! First Day of IT fair = poor sales; no surprise! Tan Jun Han talking random nonsense jus lyk any other day("get this wireless modem for what? i haf wad, at home!" HELLO? its Me who,s getting a modem! totally no link at ALL). Eric (tat SMU fella) is snatching ppl,s deal lyk nobody business; in front of the initial salesperson summore! Again, no big huu-ha about it. see! so usual thing`! hahaha its lyk all these things are already anticipated before hand. so what is there to blog about? AHA! look up at my main title again. is the name familiar? yesh yesh, im reff to the-ger-with-the-trademark-mole/middlefinger/removeD permenant mak-sai. u know today i virtually "slashed" her lyk three times with the sharp edges of the flyers? her arm, sumwhere near the eyebrow and one more dunoe where. hahaha! she was AS usual! pissed off! hahahaha.

here,s to end the day off, but before that, i must say i might not be able to live to see sunday's sunset when i post this entry:

thoughts of the right brain

thoughts of the right brain

left brain are said to responsible for our rational, logical thoughts. i guess i used lots of my left brain when writing blog entries to tickle ur funny bones! or maybe the wires of my left brain are not connected properly -.- wadeva the reason is, today i,ll write with my right brain`!
right brain, i assume, is for feelings, random thoughts, emotions.

All these while, i,ve always thought of how to let go.. not to be mistaken, it can be anything, from personal objects, people or maybe even desires~ i guess some friends around me are also searching for ways to let go. so i came across this kdrama "lovers in prague" and the male lead says, "I'm in the process of letting her go. (pause) No. Maybe Hee-joo is in the process of leaving." With this, something struck across my mind. Sometimes, no matter how hard u try, u jus can't let it go. You might be holding on to it so dearly that in the process you unknowingly hurt urself. why? so Instead of pushing urself to forget/let it go, why not think it frm the other side? think that the object, people, desires is slowly leaving you, step by step, walking out of your life.
well..I'll definetly give this thought a try. whether i succeed anot, i will know it eventually..

with this, here,s one of my fav song:

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye