yupp here i am to blog about some old stuffs.
my itchy hand linked me to one St.John member's blog(hint: she,s from MJ, currently yr 2, ex-tampines sec.) and from there, i went to other SJ members blog.
To be honest, im having really mixed feelings right now. its been months since i cease sj activities and going back to evss. tmr, im gonna face one of my platoon mate who is still currently serving st.john cus he's working for IT fair tmr too` and needless to say, he,ll for sure talk about SJ stuffs.... which.... i dont wish to talk about it at all. i have yet to submit my resignation letter which means, my name is still in the organizational chart :( even though i always and forever complain abt how bad EVSJAB is...if you ask me now, i will still want to go back and serve the corp. cus there' is just too many feelings and emotions i left in EV.. my 3 glorious years of competition, winning trophies for the school, my platoon mates, Some of my ever-trustable seniors whom instilled this strong sense of belonging to the corp in me.. shit mans. if only i dont get so emo now. argh. cb. i think im gonna tear.
i mean life right now hasnt been that bad either. more time with family, dramas, lots of friends outing, mahjong, all the stuffs that i like to do. but why do i feel that there is something missing in my life right now?
*takes out a floral hanky and tear*
dont think i should think abt it any further now.. shall be honest with benjamin tan when i see him tmr and not act like i,m leading a so-happy-near-perfect life w/o SJ
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